grimdawn

Sometimes, I think I have the social skills of an amoeba.

Somehow, the thought of approaching and asking questions to people about Uni-related things makes my heart gallop and hands shake. I had to pace back and forth to calm myself before I can work up the nerve to ask someone about when classes start, how do I register the subjects for the new sem and must I repeat the units I have failed or can I just simply re-sit the for the failed units the following year?

And-! I was horrified to discover that classes have already begun. It's Thurday and I've missed a week of classes.

How do I explain to the lecturers? Will I catch up with all the missed classes?! Can I just simply waltz into class next Monday morning without anyone knowing? Are the times and venue on the schedule even accurate?!! - I remember that in the first week, the times and venue are subject to change. And why can't I stop worrying about stupid, meaningless things? Breathe breathe breathe-! *dies*

First stop at the branch campus to ask for the classes schedule and find out if it's truly necessary to register for the failed units again. Next stop at the main campus to collect exam results, settle the UOL continuing registration fees and subject registration for the new semester.

Then have lunch to drown my sorrows.

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I was thinking maybe I should have went to campus today to collect my results. Mostly likely I would have bumped into a classmate. There are some questions I need to ask.

Che, I probably have about a week before classes start.

Went to the University campus only to discover that the results will be released tomorrow. A wasted trip, che. Part of me is glad though, that I can delay the inevitable.

Also found out that I must repeat whatever units I failed. I thought I could do some self-study and re-sit the failed units the following year. Damn, I have to sit through the same classes and tutorials with the same lecturers. That bites. Especially for Mathematics because I swear that old coot of a lecturer picks on me all the damn time.

The moment I woke, I knew today was not gonna be a good day. Dad's home early and that's not a good thing. He's usually irritable and will start nagging at us about our crapass grades, slacking off too much and everything in between.

The kids have Kumon today and dad thought instead of going to the bank tomorrow, it's best if we went today so we won't be in such a rush. After the visit to the bank, we left for dad's office and waited until the kids are done. After picking them up, we went to the mall to have dinner. We had sushi and it was good. Una don is Love. Delicious :D And that was probably the only good part of today.

Part of me is fearing tomorrow. I know already my results but I'm still afraid to see it with my own eyes. I'm fully aware that I did this to myself and that I can blame no one but me. I'm quite determined to not repeat the same mistake.

Instead of on Monday, mum and I are going to the bank and then the University campus on Tuesday.

Need to settle the UOL continuing registration fees, check for the release of my exam results and register for new subjects. If there's time to do the latter. Oh, and to find out the confirmed dates of when classes begin. So much to do, che.

Making pancakes is hard work. I had to batter the mixture with a spoon. Mum and dad said back in the old days, bare hands were used to knead and beat the mixture. I thought it was unhygenic though dad said it tastes better, right.

So, the pancakes didn't look like the ones I see on TV. Kinda reminds me of roti canai, the appearance and texture. Slathered the misshapen pancakes with jam and kaya. Tastes good though I had too much and became nauseous, heh. I don't think I'll be eating 'em again in the near future.

In other news, an Aunt is pregnant with her fourth child. I thought she didn't want more kids after 3 unruly boys but her husband very much wants a girl this time. I'm betting she's gonna have another boy and if she did, her husband would probably try for a 5th one. Mum did mention that he always wanted 6 kids. Can he afford to have that many kids, I wonder? *shrugs* I'm glad I decided not to have kids unless I truly want 'em.

Dad thinks that a human's sole purpose is to get married and procreate. Only then will your life be complete. What a load of bull. I'm not gonna just get married and have kids simply because it's on the list-of-things-to-do before I expire. I'm not even sure I ever want kids, hn *shrug*

I feel like such a dunce. Thought it was a Sunday today and went downstairs to find the car gone. Dad's at work and yes, it's a Saturday today *slaps self*

Always had a hard time keeping track of the days when I don't have classes. And I'm glad dad's at work. I need some space from him and having dad around is not good for my mental health. So, I think I'll find myself something to watch. Nothing much to do around here *shrugs*

Woke up this morning to find Photobucket back to usual :) And someone nice had uploaded the song Cry for you by Arashi that I requested last night *cheer* The one I had was corrupted and how that happened, I dunno. And and-! My download is going strong, still. Won't be long until it's done. So, yay!

Yeah, I know. I'm easily pleased ;D

It looks like a good day from what I can see from my window. The birds are chirping and the sky is a lovely, pale blue.

Damn, what's up with Photobucket? I'm having a hard time loading the page. Or is the problem on my end? *sulk* I'd like to upload my mood themes, icons and all that but-!

So, my download of One Piece seems to be going quite well. I'm glad because it's not often that I'm able to reach speeds of above 40kB/s :D

I think I'm going to bed now.